800 years ago, Saint Francis of Assisi went home to God.
You may know him as the little fellow with the birds, as the little poor little one of Assisi, who radically renounced the riches of this world, that he might love Christ in the poorest of the poor.
In Italian, they call him the Poverello, the little poor one, and he has always been my good friend…whom I began to emulate and love as a child of the ’60s, when I saw in him a fellow religious hippie, like the Saint Francis portrayed in the movie Brother Sun, Sister Moon. A pure soul with long hair and a blessed rage against convention. Not unlike my young self: a revolutionary in search of a worthy cause.
And then, as the years went by, the little poor one fascinated me with his words…with prayers that by their simplicity drew me into the wonder of all that God had created for me and the love which was its beginning and its end. But most of all it was the stark simplicity of those words, calling me to be a fool for Christ, willing to let go of anything that did not lead me to the Cross, and there to allow God to embrace me with his infinite love.
And now, in these latter years, I find myself returning to my friend, on the eight-hundredth anniversary of his death, as I contemplate my own death, and strain to see in him a reflection of my own littleness and need, and beg him to lead me once again to the same Lord to whom he has been introducing me all these years.
And it is because I hope that St Francis will become your friend, as well, that I invite you to look on him as he is about to die, and to see in that scene three little moments and three great lessons about what this life is really all about: letting go, rejoicing and loving.
First, letting go. When he knew he was about to die, Saint Francis asked his brothers to take him to the Porziuncula, the little church where his ministry had begun. I have such an abiding love for that spot and have been blessed to pray and to cry there more times than I can count. It is a tiny little chapel, rebuilt by the young Saint Francis himself. Much smaller than our Chapel, its walls are stained with the smoke and tears of generations, and as you enter, you look down at the ground, and see a simple Latin inscription: Hic locus sanctus est. “This place is holy.”
And why is it holy? It is holy because it is here that Saint Francis lay upon the ground with nothing but a borrowed blanket to cover him. He lay on the ground naked and vulnerable, like the baby Jesus in the manger, possessing nothing, and clinging to nothing, like Jesus on the Cross, opening his arms and letting go of everything, that he might fall into the gentle embrace of the God who had created him for love.
The second lesson of Francis’ death is about rejoicing. It is the curious tale of the Lady Jacoba, whom Francis sent for just before he died. And he had a special request: he asked that she bring him the little almond-and-honey sweet cake that he loved so much, so that he might taste it one last time before he died.
For Francis understood that letting go of this world does not mean despising it. It means receiving everything as a gift. And just as he called us to let go of everything in love, so must we delight in all that God has created for us, for it is beautiful and holy—and sometimes even delicious!
And then there is the last, and perhaps most important lesson: loving. As he lay dying, Francis called for all his brothers, but especially for the two who had walked with him from the beginning, through the good times and the bad, through days of holy certainty and days of doubt.
They were the ones with whom he had learned to find Christ in the unlikeliest of places and to love others as Christ had loved him. They were the ones he had struggled to forgive and from whom he now asked mercy. They had strengthened him when he was weak, as he had encouraged them when they were uncertain. He blessed them and asked God to be good to them. And finally he asked them to pray for him and to forgive whatever ways he had sinned against them.
And, you know, I almost feel as though I was standing there with them beside the dying body of the little poor one. For hardly a week goes by that I am not called to stand by the bed of a man or woman about to die. Sometimes at the hospital, sometimes at home. Sometimes surrounded by those who love them, and sometimes all alone. Those moments are among the most beautiful of my life, although it is often a terrible beauty, in the middle of the night, when it is often very dark.
And at such times, I often find myself looking down at the Poverello laying in the dirt, looking up at the stars 800 years ago, trying to let go of everything for love of God—even the beating of his heart, his breath, and life itself.
There he lies, looking up at the stars 800 years ago, trying to let go of everything And yet he is rejoicing. Rejoicing in all the delights God has given him. And he is loving—reaching out one last time to those God had given him to love: blessing them, seeking their forgiveness, and praying that God would give them the grace to keep loving until they might all see one another again in heaven.
For in the end, I guess we’re really not so different, you and I, from this saint who breathed his last some 800 years ago.
We who seek to open our arms on the crosses Jesus gives us, rejoice in all his wonderful gifts and love one another as he has first loved us.


